Throughout Life there are going to be roadblocks. This is inevitable. We cannot go through this life and expect every day will be full of roses. What we choose to do when these roadblocks come display our character. The last few months have been very difficult for me, the shadows are looming and darkness has been ever present in my life. BUT God knows this, he is ever present in the darkness with me. He has been holding my hand and enveloping me in his arms of love. He has made himself known through his word, through his people and through my family. These special friends have prayed for me when I could not pray for myself. The Lord has brought new people into my life and he is using me now for his honor and glory. Roadblocks are inevitable, right now I cannot jump over these roadblocks. I just cannot physically do it. But I can move this roadblock piece by piece with God's help and slowly get through it. Only the Lord knows why he allows trials to blanket us. This dark period has been difficult I am not going to lie. But after I emerge from this darkness the sunshine will be present and I pray I will be able to lift someone else up.